Poem: Peace and Harmony

The invisible pain
Building up inside
The tears flowing
Boiling through
The deepest well
Will we ever be?
Known and free
Will we ever know,
peace and harmony?

 

Flowing back and forth
Two sides of a coin
Tides and flows
Moments in time
Just like the whispers,
I call out carefully
In the moonlit night

Peace and love,

Kimmi Madeline


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Poems: No more dreams

Dreams are the window to the inner soul

What we really desire and long for

Appear before our eyes in the full moon night

The truth of our inner secrets come clean

In the dawn of light

Closing my eyes to see clearly

The images flash by in an instant

Holding onto the last moments

Lifetimes of love tear me apart

In two pieces

One more raw than the other

Suffocating when I can’t breathe in

The full spectrum of,

Your oxygen.

There is no answer to what I believe

No matter what is being said

Dreams can only tell, in time.

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– Kimmi Madeline

Poem: Just Another Day

Sitting here on the edge

Heart is skipping a beat

Scattered mind,

Endless thoughts

Of what if,

The pain would disappear

The heavy weight

Drags me down

Under the surface

Trying to catch a breath

Live to see another day.

⁃ Kimmi Madeline

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Poem: Lifetime of emotion

I’m wide awake and dreaming
It’s 4.30 am and you’re sleeping
World is spinning ’round
In my lucid dream
I can hear your voice
Calling out my name
One last time.

In this endless moonless night
Where dreams have stopped
Eyes wide open
Longing for relief
Open wounds in my soul
Will they ever melt away?

Overcome and overrun
By memory of forgotten pain
Drowning, in a never-ending ocean
Tears shed, for a lifetime of emotion
Always here, always near.

Peace and Love,
Kimmi Madeline

“I own my story. No one else”

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Poem: Painful urges

Poem from: 2010-06-07

The hand clutches the pain
In a moment that feels so real
Feel the surface of grief
Touch the sadness of a tear
The dreams are floating above
In a cloud they move away
So hard to reach
So hard to catch

The nails dig in so deep
They cut through the pain
Like aching misery in the shell
Red drips of burning sensation
Drops of joy, drops of fear
Sense of relief empowers me
All through my body
So hard to resist
So hard to control

The tragic spin to life
of urges taking over
Tearing the wings apart
Like the newborn bird
Unable to fly
But always willing to try
Shouting silently in vain
Feeling so powerless,
But yet so strong.

-Kimmi Madeline

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Poem: My endless love

Poem from: 2010-11-27

It’s tied around my heart
– The Rope

It’s making me want to scream
– The Pain

The blood pumps through my veins
– In Vain

I’m about to take one last breath
– To Sleep

Drown in to an eternity of dreams
– Bliss

Empowered by your endless love
– To Death

-Kimmi Madeline

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Poem: Lost in Void

Poem from: 2011-10-02

Spread the pain out in the darkness
I cannot see the steps I take
Stumble and fall in to a black hole
It doesn’t matter how far I go
You made me lose my direction
Lost in your mesmerizing love
Gave me nothing but tears and pain

This life is spent wandering around
I cannot help but to stop and think
Put an end to it and jump to hell
It doesn’t matter how far I go
I have lost my path in life
Lost my way long time ago
In tears and pain from within

Now there is only one way out
Burning the feeling of love for you
Tear apart the vein to my heart
that beats for you
It doesn’t matter how far I go
I’ve entered void and keep falling
Deeper in to this sleep
Where no longer love exists

-Kimmi Madeline

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