Poem: Painful urges

Poem from: 2010-06-07

The hand clutches the pain
In a moment that feels so real
Feel the surface of grief
Touch the sadness of a tear
The dreams are floating above
In a cloud they move away
So hard to reach
So hard to catch

The nails dig in so deep
They cut through the pain
Like aching misery in the shell
Red drips of burning sensation
Drops of joy, drops of fear
Sense of relief empowers me
All through my body
So hard to resist
So hard to control

The tragic spin to life
of urges taking over
Tearing the wings apart
Like the newborn bird
Unable to fly
But always willing to try
Shouting silently in vain
Feeling so powerless,
But yet so strong.

-Kimmi Madeline

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Poem: Silent night

Poem from: 2010-10-17

Standing here in the cold
Watching the silent night
all alone
I remember standing here
in your embrace
One summer night,
seems far away
but left me with only you
in my heart
oh, so true

In your eyes I can see
the love between us
is meant to be
all I do is think of you
when the night creeps in on me
I can’t help but to think
you are here in your dreams

I have hopes and some dreams
of you and me to find the strength
and carry on but not apart
just say the words and
take my hand
I wait for you
to make things right
I’ll wait for you
to take the step..

-Kimmi Madeline

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Poem: In the vaccum of truth

Poem from: unknown date in 2010.

There is a flow of emotions
Floating through the room
In the vaccum of truth,
A moment of silence
Where there is no suffering
And the air is clear and light
I still walk around with this halo
On top of my head
Since the day I found purpose,
Since the day I found you

-Kimmi Madeline

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Poem: My endless love

Poem from: 2010-11-27

It’s tied around my heart
– The Rope

It’s making me want to scream
– The Pain

The blood pumps through my veins
– In Vain

I’m about to take one last breath
– To Sleep

Drown in to an eternity of dreams
– Bliss

Empowered by your endless love
– To Death

 

-Kimmi Madeline

Instagram: kimmimadelinepoetry

Poem: Lost in Void

Poem from: 2011-10-02

Spread the pain out in the darkness
I cannot see the steps I take
Stumble and fall in to a black hole
It doesn’t matter how far I go
You made me lose my direction
Lost in your mesmerizing love
Gave me nothing but tears and pain

This life is spent wandering around
I cannot help but to stop and think
Put an end to it and jump to hell
It doesn’t matter how far I go
I have lost my path in life
Lost my way long time ago
In tears and pain from within

Now there is only one way out
Burning the feeling of love for you
Tear apart the vein to my heart
that beats for you
It doesn’t matter how far I go
I’ve entered void and keep falling
Deeper in to this sleep
Where no longer love exists

-Kimmi Madeline

Poem: Nothing Left to Give

Poem from: 2011-06-23

I have poured out everything I’ve got
I have nothing left to give
There is no more life to live
Through these endless moments
I stumble and fall
Deeper and deeper
Into this ocean of hell

Slice open my heart
Grab the stone of pain
Throw it out to rot
Empty space is what is left
Void is to be found
Never feel pain again

Drowning in your tears
From your cold eyes
I will never know
If what you feel
Is something real,
So say goodbye
To this soul
Forget the past
Just let it go