Poem: Lifetime of emotion

I’m wide awake and dreaming
It’s 4.30 am and you’re sleeping
World is spinning ’round
In my lucid dream
I can hear your voice
Calling out my name
One last time.

In this endless moonless night
Where dreams have stopped
Eyes wide open
Longing for relief
Open wounds in my soul
Will they ever melt away?

Overcome and overrun
By memory of forgotten pain
Drowning, in a never-ending ocean
Tears shed, for a lifetime of emotion
Always here, always near.

Peace and Love,
Kimmi Madeline

“I own my story. No one else”

Instagram: moon_over_mumbai

Poem: Painful urges

Poem from: 2010-06-07

The hand clutches the pain
In a moment that feels so real
Feel the surface of grief
Touch the sadness of a tear
The dreams are floating above
In a cloud they move away
So hard to reach
So hard to catch

The nails dig in so deep
They cut through the pain
Like aching misery in the shell
Red drips of burning sensation
Drops of joy, drops of fear
Sense of relief empowers me
All through my body
So hard to resist
So hard to control

The tragic spin to life
of urges taking over
Tearing the wings apart
Like the newborn bird
Unable to fly
But always willing to try
Shouting silently in vain
Feeling so powerless,
But yet so strong.

-Kimmi Madeline

Instagram: moon_over_mumbai

Poem: My endless love

Poem from: 2010-11-27

It’s tied around my heart
– The Rope

It’s making me want to scream
– The Pain

The blood pumps through my veins
– In Vain

I’m about to take one last breath
– To Sleep

Drown in to an eternity of dreams
– Bliss

Empowered by your endless love
– To Death

 

-Kimmi Madeline

Instagram: kimmimadelinepoetry

Poem: Bittersweet Love Story

Poem from: 2012-02-05

The heart is breathing again
My lungs are pumping again
I can sense a scent of joy
When your face is in the reach
Filling me; piece by piece
Reminding me; day by day
How loving it is
to have you near
A touch of love
is all so dear

Warm tingling feeling
It’s taking over me
Beats synchronize
to the harmony
of love and peace
They tune in for
Days to come
Nights to feel
A bittersweet love story

-Kimmi Madeline

Instagram: kimmimadelinepoetry

Poem: Lost in Void

Poem from: 2011-10-02

Spread the pain out in the darkness
I cannot see the steps I take
Stumble and fall in to a black hole
It doesn’t matter how far I go
You made me lose my direction
Lost in your mesmerizing love
Gave me nothing but tears and pain

This life is spent wandering around
I cannot help but to stop and think
Put an end to it and jump to hell
It doesn’t matter how far I go
I have lost my path in life
Lost my way long time ago
In tears and pain from within

Now there is only one way out
Burning the feeling of love for you
Tear apart the vein to my heart
that beats for you
It doesn’t matter how far I go
I’ve entered void and keep falling
Deeper in to this sleep
Where no longer love exists

-Kimmi Madeline

Poem: Nothing Left to Give

Poem from: 2011-06-23

I have poured out everything I’ve got
I have nothing left to give
There is no more life to live
Through these endless moments
I stumble and fall
Deeper and deeper
Into this ocean of hell

Slice open my heart
Grab the stone of pain
Throw it out to rot
Empty space is what is left
Void is to be found
Never feel pain again

Drowning in your tears
From your cold eyes
I will never know
If what you feel
Is something real,
So say goodbye
To this soul
Forget the past
Just let it go

Poem: Floating Deeper

Poem from 2011-05-24

Moments of deception,
Fill the void of tomorrow,
Last night was just a dream,
Today is another day of hope,
Trembling towards a glimpse of joy

When our eyes meet
I can see your soul
you are such a mystery
cannot resist it, it’s dragging me in,
You’re undressing me, without a touch

Deeper we float in the ocean of love,
What is you and what is me?
Can’t control this much longer
You have unlocked my hidden truth
from a life spent without you

While you are digging in so deep
The sound of my heart is echoing
emotions are becoming so fervent
cannot hide them any longer
breathing in and breathing out
to the sound of your beating heart